Cosmic Karma

Isang linggo na kong bad trip. Dahil sa thesis. Uhhmm, dahil sa adviser.. Uhhmm uli, dahil sa department head. Na kupal. K.U.P.A.L.

Isang linggo na kong nakababad sa TV. Tumotodo sa panonood ng Drop Dead Diva.

Isang linggo na kong nagsasakit-sakitan para umabsent sa trabaho. Sakit naman ang depression ah. Wala nga lang akong med cert.

Isang linggo na kong nagke-crave sa strawberries and chocolates.

Isang linggo na kong nag-aampon ng sandamukal na muta.

Isang linggo na kong bangag sa katol at ventolin inhaler.

Birthday ng byenan kong hilaw. During the party, I was with Totong, and our conversation drifted to my ultimate plans of working abroad.

BM: Pa, gusto ko nang mag-abroad. Baka this year or next year.
Pa: Iiwan mo na ko?
BM: Aalis ako, pero maiiwan naman ang puso ko.
Pa: Hintayin mo kong gumradweyt. Sasama ko sayo.


Whenever I feel down and lonely, somehow you manage to show up to my house and cheer me up. When I see you, when I'm with you, I want to believe that in the greater scheme of things, you are meant for me, and I am meant for you.




Too bad you're taken, married, with a kid, and this is just a fleeting feeling that would evaporate as soon as your wife shows up on my doorstep, claiming what has been hers all along.